Day 9 : "Dieter's Block"

Well, for the first time since I started this blog, I've realised I really haven't got much to write about today.

Picked up my apple and banana out of the fruit bowl this morning to eat in the car, without thinking about it.

Stopped for fuel on the way to Birmingham and, amazingly, I don't even remember seeing any Ginsters when I went into pay.

Went to Sainsbury's to grab lunch, and bought a bean salad and some fruit, without drooling over the pies as I walked past them.

Came home from work, got changed, went to the gym and did a biceps workout, stomach exercises and 30 minutes on the exercise bike - without even contemplating for a moment that I had the free-will not to go if I so wanted.

And I'm already resigned to the fact that I'm about to prepare a tuna salad (I know I had that last night, but it's the only fish left in the house!)

No inner turmoil, no fighting off demons, no wanting to eat bad food, no wanting to slob out when I got home.

Is this normality!??

Mind you, that Sainsbury's bean salad gave me horrendous wind again.  That's surely not normal.